And once again, I’m not pregnant. Am I surprised? No. Disappointed? Yes. I had hope for the first time in a long time. I did end up taking a pg test on 10DPO and it was negative so I basically wasted a test and should have just waited for my temp to go down. I only had ONE sore boob, two days of low temps and then AF. That’s a classic Angie cycle (only this time with unusually high temps early on.)

I’m really frustrated with my RE here in KS. Actually, I’m just plain irritated. My problems started when I had my first procedure with them. I had to re-do my water u/s (a water u/s is basically when a doc pushes saline into my uterus through a catheter to see if I have any uterine abnormalities and to get a feeling as to where to put the embryos) and I felt as though I was being raped, no joke…even though I’ve never been raped, I bet it would feel just like that. I bled and cried all the way home. Even when I complained of pain and was writhing on the table, the nurse had the audacity to say, “Well, some hurt more than others.” WHAT?!? Did they not see that I was dying!? I didn’t have any problems when the RE did it in Idaho! Anyway, I should have just gone somewhere else but my beautiful embryos were already there and the thought of shipping them to another clinic and then having to re-do my water u/s for a third time made me stay put.

I technically started AF on Easter, called my RE on Monday morning and left a message. I didn’t hear back from them. I called again this morning and they STILL haven’t called. Maybe they are taking the week off or something? Would it be so hard to let me know that though? It’s not the first time they haven’t called back in the timeliest of fashions but come on! I HAVE to schedule my baseline u/s before it’s too late or we’ll have to scrap this cycle too. Well, actually it’s too late now but once again I have this thing called HOPE. I just want to be able to get one more cycle in before we move (and NOT have happen what happened right before the last time we moved). Bring on the injections! Dh actually suggested we do the injections anyway, on our own, but as much as I want children, I don’t want 8 at one time…