Frustrations and Praise

I wish I knew better how to deal with my infertility.  Even now as I'm on the brink of tears, I try to tell myself to get it together and it's not that big of a deal.  There are so many folks out there that want more children like we do and are not having the emotional break downs like I seem to have.  God knows that I'm frustrated as I seem to tell Him so daily now.  

An applicable quote I read today by a Kasey Van Norman on FB was, "Are you waiting on God? Don't worry, it's just a set-up for His greatness to explode in your life...stay focused. Stay faithful."  I am waiting on God for another baby but I can't forget that His greatness DID explode once already when he gave us Skittle.  And you know what?  He will STILL be great even if He doesn't allow us to have more babies. 

Psalm 43 was part of my Bible reading today. Verses 1-6 really hit home. "I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth." (verse 1) and "I sought the Lord, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears." (verse 4)  Thank you Lord for Your word and for Your daily blessings.

Here are just a couple pictures of my sweet blessing playing with a bubble gun from her auntie.