It's getting on my "nerves"

I should re-title this blog to, "Faith and all of Angie's Medical Issues." I have nerve damage from getting my wisdom teeth out. (The consequence of waiting so long to have it done.) The prognosis was 3-6 months healing time. Lovely. I know pain. Been there, done that but this really takes the cake. Only two good things have come out of having my wisdom teeth taken out:

1. Dh moved in the extra TV into our bedroom so I could get reacquainted with the Gilmore Girls and
2. I've lost 5 lbs and I'm back at my goal weight of 115lbs. (that's what not eating does to me)

Onto a new subject...I thought I wouldn't even ovulate at all this month but to my surprise, I should be soon. I debated whether or not to go into deeper detail about how I know that, but for the men out there who read this, well, I think I may scare them off. I also debated whether or not to even TTC this cycle. I absolutely HATE that stage of "am I pg or am I not" right before I get af and this time, it will make my stress level even higher because of the lap surgery, which is right around the corner. I still haven't decided. If I did get pg I think I would be completely terrified that I would miscarry again because I *hadn't* had that surgery yet to check things out first. Though, my chances are so low of getting pg right now that it really shouldn't matter. All I do know is that it blows that my friends are getting pg and having beautiful babies and I can't join them. Don't get me wrong, I am THRILLED for them but it's still hard at the same time.