Man, this stuff just never gets any easier. I got several BFN's on my hpt's for the last several days. I have grieved the loss of our four babies. I thought maybe things would go a little easier/faster this time around since my body has already popped a kid out- that it would remember what to do. Apparently, that's not the case. What makes things worse is that I still have to go in to do a beta blood test so it can be documented that I'm not pregnant...and it'll cost $150 to tell me something I already know. It's definitely salt in the wound but it has to be done for the CDC and SART.
Skittle has been a lovely distraction but that doesn't mean that this stings any less. Hopefully we'll be able to try again in a couple cycles.
2 comments:
I am so sorry. Its never easy. I just got a BFN last week. But your little one is so precious, Glad that she can bring you cheer during your trials. Here is to next time!
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